Existence

waiting for inspiration June 30, 2009

its hard pla. to write an entry to a blog. why is it easy for some people? i have nothing left to do but write here. ive checked my email, open my facebook, saw my friendster, ive done everything in my usual cyberworld routine but to write in my blog. i thought it was easy. coz in my mind lot of ideas are brewing. but since this morning im thinking of topic to pursue. before, i thought this seems to be a good alternative when i have nothing else to do at work. but this is way brain twisting and mind tiring than work. lol

but its nice to read blogs of different person. and so far, ive read blogs of chico garcia, delamar, bianca gonzales, doc angelo, blogs of my friends and so many more. i envy them in a way that they can freely expressed themselves. in one way or another, it’s like they are reaching up to me. they are heard. maybe thats what i wanted all along why i want to have my own blog. to have a voice. no matter how small that voice is.

maybe im just lacking in inspirations. or maybe im living a boring life. i have to get up there and see what the world has to offer. to see things in a “blogger eyes”. hehe.  from now on ill try to. i’ll also try to write more  often. and no drama moments. il try to look at the happy side of life.

hopefully tomorrow would be another story…

hello world wide web! June 17, 2009

Day by day, as I read different blogs from different people, I was so inspired to write and have my own blog also. But once I start writing or composing my first blog entry, it always ended unfinished or I suddenly felt it was not a good idea at all. (lets see if this one is different).

Honestly, I don’t know what to write. Or why i even want to write at the first place. My “into” blogging started when i was so depressed from a past love that i started pouring my emotions down in a little space in the world wide web. then i got hooked up. it’s like documenting my life for the world to read. Voicing my opinions, or telling what i feel at that time. Narrating what happens in my day. Or just simple write random things. Simple things like that, that unexpectedly give satisfaction to my soul. Don’t worry nothing nose bleeding or debatable topic in my blog. Its just me, the little girl, blogging her heart out!

So bear with me as I walk in this new chapter of my life. The part where life is written by the one who knows me best — myself  🙂