Existence

between now and tomorrow November 6, 2009

Right now, we’re busy doing a project who was sent to us many times for revisions. For me, my work is depressing. We do the same things almost every project. I feel there’s no growth in here. Plus we’re not fairly compensated with our efforts. Anyway, I don’t want to rant and complain. Coz I’ve made my decision that i wont resign here unless there’s a sure job that’s waiting for me. And I do hope in my next job, I’ll be happier.

I’m willing to stay a little longer here knowing that it won’t be forever. NOW:  I may be tired and exhausted, wasting my time doing unsatisfying work, or feeling insignificant, or feeling small, or taken for granted. BUT TOMORROW: Everything would change. Just have to take each day knowing there’s something rewarding waiting for me in the end. Makes me feel a little hopeful. Besides a little sacrifice wont hurt me, will it?

I wont lose sight of the bright future ahead (no matter how dark my present is). I’ll keep running until I get at the finish line. Things are going to get better. I believe!